Psalm 130:5-6

“I wait for the Lord, my whole beings waits, and in His Word I put my hope. I wait for the Lord, more than watchmen wait for the morning, more than watchmen wait for the morning.”

God has placed these verses on my heart for some time. They deeply resonated with me after Jim’s death in 2021. I’m not exactly sure why but the repetition of “more than watchmen wait for the morning, more than watchmen wait for the morning” grabbed me. Something about that repeated phrase begged me to look more deeply into it, because if it was repeated, it must have great importance.

I began thinking about what it must be like to be on guard all night long. I remember in college staying up an entire night to finish a final paper. I started the paper around 8:00 PM and at that point, all the noises of life outside our apartment were still going on - people returning home, dogs barking, birds saying their goodnights. But as the sounds began to fade and the night dragged on, I was still busy writing and I noticed that not only was I exhausted but there was no sound at all — and sound didn’t return until the very smallest of light appeared. And then the birds noticed and began to wake up and sing their morning songs.

That night has always stuck with me and makes me think of what a long night it must be for watchmen who are SO TIRED and wait for the morning….and wait for the morning. This is how we should wait on God. We wait with everything we have — our whole being. And waiting is so very, very hard and exhausting. But as we wait, we aren’t doing nothing, just as those watchmen aren’t doing nothing. They are watching. And we are watching and hoping — putting our hope in God’s Word.

So friends, if you are exhausted from waiting, remember to put your hope in God’s Word. Watch for Him - just as watchmen wait for the morning. 

The Light is going to break the darkness. Praise God!

I created this painting to depict the darkest time before the dawn — when all looks hidden and void but there, on the horizon, the light begins to pierce the darkness! Our Hope has come!

Original oil painting on cradled (birch) gesso board. Painting is 18” x 24” and is available.

True HOPE during COVID-19

COVID-19.

As I search for a sentence to follow that, I’m blank. What do I say?

Everyone is talking about it or trying to forget about it. It’s all over social media. At times, I find myself wanting to practice social distance from everything vying for my attention on all media outlets, especially now. BUT, I have noticed a ribbon of hope in some messages out there. it’s this:

“I pray that God, the source of HOPE, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in Him. Then you will overflow with confident HOPE through the power of the Holy Spirit.” Romans 15:13

Last summer when I was considering my next painting series, God put this verse on my heart. It’s actually a verse my husband Jim prayed for me and our boys. I wanted to pray this verse and paint a dove as a representation of the Holy Spirit. I knew I was taking a risk with something that was more overtly Christian than the hearts I painted last year; however, I felt like God placed that verse on my heart.

So I wrote that verse on every dove painting before I painted it and prayed that verse for the people who would receive it — all 75 of them.

When you write something and pray something that many times, you begin to internalize it. And I did. I began writing it from memory, pretty early on. I wrote it and prayed it in a cadence like this:

I pray that God,

the source of HOPE,

will fill you completely with

JOY and PEACE

because you trust in HIM.

THEN you will overflow with

CONFIDENT HOPE

through the power of the

HOLY SPIRIT.

I underlined “because you trust in HIM” and I circled “THEN.” I wanted to really study this verse to see our part — trusting Him — and what happened as a result of our trusting — overflowing with confident hope.

My prayer is that you will memorize and pray this verse, or another verse that God lays on your heart, during this time of social distancing and that you keep up that practice when things return to normal. Break it down, look at what it all means. Read it in context. Let God, through the Holy Spirit, speak to you through his Word. Don’t let any of this isolation or destruction be wasted on things that don’t matter but instead seek God and spend time with Him, growing in your relationship with Him, so that you may share the Good News of Christ to a world that so desperately needs it.

*** Please know, before I wrote this blog, I prayed for all of you who would read it. ***